My moods are usually always low. But there are these moments where I can be extremely sad. And I cry, and the pain and the sadness gets too overwhelming. And I don’t know what to do. 

Sometimes I’ll try reaching out to people but it never goes well. It always goes wrong. Some times I even lose a friend. 

And I feel so fucking lonely id say it’s unreal, but it is. It’s very real because that’s how I feel. 

I can’t even talk about it in therapy.

I am trying, to make things better. To try to be happy. To be better. So far it’s been nothing but failed attempts. 

Did I mention I was sad and lonely? 


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