My moods are usually always low. But there are these moments where I can be extremely sad. And I cry, and the pain and the sadness gets too overwhelming. And I don’t know what to do.
Sometimes I’ll try reaching out to people but it never goes well. It always goes wrong. Some times I even lose a friend.
And I feel so fucking lonely id say it’s unreal, but it is. It’s very real because that’s how I feel.
I can’t even talk about it in therapy.
I am trying, to make things better. To try to be happy. To be better. So far it’s been nothing but failed attempts.
Did I mention I was sad and lonely?