I lasted 30minuets
30 mins of pushing away the urge to make myself sick, I tried to burry the thoughts swimming in my head. But they kept resurfacing.
You can’t keep this food in you, you need to throw it up… bla bla bla
It never ends. Even once I’ve thrown it all up, and I’m empty inside, It still calls me.
I hope one day it’ll end. It was 29 min longer than the last time.