Don’t pretend to care about me, it’s clear you don’t.
And then when you do fool me. You can never understand the hurt that does to me. I don’t need you to add to the pain and depression. I can do that all by myself
I’m tired or being made a fool out of.
I’ve been told one too many lies today.
So here’s me giving out a bowl full of truth. I am in a very dark place right now. Last time I was this low, I ended up in hospital, on the mental ward. Even if I had the strength to ask for help, I wouldn’t want it. I’m tired of getting to a happy place only to come tumbling down to a place where no one wants to be.
A dark cloud of depression.